My apologies for the few days worth of hiatus and server problems. The important thing is this blog is back up. I also realized I haven’t really backed-up all my files here in this site. And the temporary shut down caused me much alarm. I really want to keep all my archives! That’s why if ever something happens to my host domain, I can move with all my files still with me.

August came and went by super fast that September started without much effect. It only becomes a reminder that the clock is ticking and I’m up against crazy deadlines for all my crucial group works. To my surprise, I can still find idle time to lounge around and hang with my equally sabaw block/group mates. I know that chill modes are definitely a luxury, but I just can’t help but indulge. I guess I will probably end up having one to many and all these will bite me in the ass somehow. Oh sheesh. Let that not be the case. I still want to do well.

It’s so hard to actually ‘measure’ my academic performance. I haven’t had any stellar moments exactly, nor am I failing. And as per usual, one subject makes up for another. Bawi bawi lang talaga yan. Also, most of my subjects have relatively few requirements with a screw-it-and-die kind of bearing. Not exactly my preferred method or usual style, but the slow and steady pace is something I’m slowly taking a liking for. I still have time to enjoy my How I Met Your Mother marathons, which is also a current favorite.

But anyway, I’m probably just saying that now after bumming around with my blockmates for hours earlier. Of course, the idea that this is all going to be short-lived is present. The thought that I’m probably going to pull the occasional all-nighters for papers is sinking in slowly. But let’s not panic. Cool lang. Yeah, right.

This is me making the best out of what is there for me.

Because if I can’t rise above and find a way to get past all the emotional baggage within, I wouldn’t function well enough to accomplish everything I have to do, and I’d be dead meat. So even if I’d like to deal with things otherwise and confront whatever, I really can’t. I’m just trying to avoid any complications. I know for sure that I don’t need the drama. And even if I’m just bottling up everything while preventing all the questions to surface, I realy can’t complain. It has become easier. Well, at least for now.

Can’t wait for sembreak.