This meme has been spreading around all over multiply and livejournal. And because I feel like I need to have some form of venting out once again, I present you with my own version of this meme.

I modified in such a way that instead of having 20 thoughts or sentiments for 20 different people, I wrote 20 ‘anonymous’ thoughts that can be directed to less that 20 people. Two or three statements there can be directed to a single person, while some are sole statements for one person. It’s up to you guys if you think it’s for you or not.

1. I miss our childhood days. I miss having our own worlds devoid of bitterness, heartbreak, and sadness. Let’s try to relive those someday.
2. I wish you could be less stubborn, and that you’ll have it in you to finally trust me wholeheartedly.
3. You have always been an inspiring pillar of strength all my life. Thank you.
4. Let go of your insecurities. You’re only making yourself uglier. Please.
5. I hope you’ll finally be able to realize that you’re the hopeless romantic that you are. Stop worrying so much! Get that hottie! Good things happen to good people.
6. You’re being selfish. How can you do that to me? Maybe it’s about darn time I become one too.
7. I can’t believe I don’t even know your name! We have to find each other, mr. mystery man. haha.
8. You have been an unbelievable friend. I don’t know how I survived everything lately if it weren’t for you. I will fight for our friendship no matter what.
9. I deserve a B+, damnit.
10. Nakakainis ka. You make it so much harder for me. And yet, I don’t have it in me to get mad at you. Binubulabog mo ako.
11. We used to be really, really close! And as much as I’m really happy that you’re happy with her, I miss being your best friend.
12. I’m sorry for acting horribly. I just didn’t expect you could do that to me. I won’t lie and say that I don’t miss the old days, because I do. But it’ll never be the same. Ever.
13. A part of me still can’t believe it, while a part of me believes that it had to happen.
14. I love that we are so alike. I love how you understand me so well. Thank you for listening to me and making me feel better. You deserve to be so happy. Go for it!
15. Ang gulo mo. Promise.
16. I hope you’ll have it in you to explain to us finally. We’ll still love you unconditionally, you know.
17. Where are you? Paramdam ka naman! Ano baaaa….
18. I’m really happy how much you’ve grown and changed. Good luck with her.
19. We will forever hold you dear to our hearts. We will miss you so much…
20. Some things never change. But for my sanity, I hope it will.

Don’t you just love being cryptic?

A shoutout before I end this post…

Happy 20th Birthday, breastfriend Audrey!

Thank you for being such a wonderful, wonderful best friend! One of the statements above is definitely for you. haha. I have no doubts that our friendship will just remain stronger and more beautiful. TATU forever.

Haaayyyy…. I can’t wait for this month to be over. Birthday month, come and save me.